✿Bella's Paradise✿

因為一個人 放棄一座城

就這樣簡單你走過來　

Friday night, my phone is off

One, one, one...

Talkin' in my sleep at night
Makin' myself crazy
(Out of my mind, out of my mind)
Wrote it down and read it out
Hopin' it would save me
(Too many times, too many times)
My love, he makes me feel like nobody else
Nobody else
But my love, he doesn't love me, so I tell myself
I tell myself

One, don't pick up the phone
You know he's only calling 'cause he's drunk and alone
Two, don't let him in
You'll have to kick him out again
Three, don't be his friend
You know you're gonna wake up in his bed in the morning
And if you're under him, you ain't getting over him

I got new rules, I count 'em
I got new rules, I count 'em
I gotta tell them to myself
I got new rules, I count 'em
I gotta tell them to myself

I keep pushin' forwards, but he keeps pullin' me backwards
(Nowhere to turn) no way
(Nowhere to turn) no
Now I'm standing back from it, I finally see the pattern
(I never learn, I never learn)
But my love, he doesn't love me, so I tell myself
I tell myself
I do, I do, I do

One, don't pick up the phone
You know he's only calling 'cause he's drunk and alone
Two, don't let him in
You'll have to kick him out again
Three, don't be his friend
You know you're gonna wake up in his bed in the morning
And if you're under him, you ain't getting over him

I got new rules, I count 'em
I got new rules, I count 'em
I gotta tell them to myself
I got new rules, I count 'em
I gotta tell them to myself

Practice makes perfect
I'm still tryna' learn it by heart
(I got new rules, I count 'em)
Eat, sleep, and breathe it
Rehearse and repeat it, 'cause I
(I got new, I got new, I...)

One, don't pick up the phone
You know he's only calling 'cause he's drunk and alone
Two, don't let him in
You'll have to kick him out again
Three, don't be his friend
You know you're gonna wake up in his bed in the morning
And if you're under him, you ain't getting over him

I got new rules, I count 'em
I got new rules, I count 'em
(Oh, whoa-oh)
I gotta tell them to myself
I got new rules, I count 'em
(Baby, you know I count 'em)
I gotta tell them to myself

Don't let him in, don't let him in
Don't, don't, don't, don't
Don't be his friend, don't be his friend
Don't, don't, don't, don't
Don't let him in, don't let him in
Don't, don't, don't, don't
Don't be his friend, don't be his friend
Don't, don't, don't, don't
You gettin' over him

Yeah I know that the woes

擋住異樣的眼光 堵上這世界的窗

某一瞬間世界已變
塵封以往無欲無念
如果不痛何必相戀
生死離別就不會顯得膚淺

淚流成線海闊成天
你是否看見在恍惚間
悲歡離合依舊在重演
你會明白為什麼要有明天

放棄曾經不相見也不虧欠
你我之間不過曇花一現
斷開執念斷不開對你的思念
那些諾言你無力兌現

某一瞬間世界已變
塵封以往無欲無念
如果不痛何必相戀
生死離別就不會顯得膚淺

淚流成線海闊成天
你是否看見在恍惚間
悲歡離合依舊在重演
你會明白為什麼要有明天

放棄曾經不相見也不虧欠
你我之間不過曇花一現
斷開執念斷不開對你的思念
那些諾言你無力兌現

我剪不斷命運裡註定姻緣
一再重現痛苦記憶碎片
我該如何去面對僅剩的執念
太多謊言隨風吹向天邊

如果有如果 時光再流過

I get a kick when I think of last night

有些話沒說 有些夢沒做
而我們只剩下我
用微弱煙火 換一個漩渦
你騰空我墜落

不是不流淚 就不怕天黑
成熟是對願望撤退
我南飛 你向北

一個人困惑 一個人跳脫
這片荒漠
時間的飛沙 催眼淚成花
會開好的

孤獨與我 像久違的朋友
陪我看著沒有你的天空
相信一切值得

跟回憶訣別 跟人心劃界
不怕再來一次考驗
別問我 怎麼選

一個人困惑 一個人跳脫
這片荒漠
時間的飛沙 催眼淚成花
會開好的

孤獨與我 像久違的朋友
陪我看著沒有你的天空

一個人漂泊 好過你和我
加倍焦灼
我們發誓過 後來背棄了
誰都有錯 

接受故事 這樣起承轉合
儘管它比我想像中刻薄
還是覺得值得